Healing

Hello everyone, I have had something very odd happen to me and it feels like my soul is lost somewhere. I had a Kundalini awakening unexpectedly about a year and a half ago, I wasn't trying to provoke the energy and I honestly knew nothing about Kundalini in the first place. This really opened up my eyes about what life is really about. I started to "feel" and play around with energy. My life was full of passion, energy, drive and an all around feeling of peace. I work at a hospital and there is a girl that I really like and I've only seen her a couple of times, but every time i seen her, my heart and soul felt like it was going crazy. One day I seen her on the elevator a…

Hello, I am new to this forum and this site. I resonate with much of what is being offered in regards to self-healing. Thank you for all of it! I do have a question, however. Regarding "Stalking the Self" and issues of self-pity, I am having a challenge moving from the place where I can look at my self-importance (I can see that quite clearly) to "What is my responsibility and what is not". For instance, the first time I recognized self-pity via self-importance, it was during a moment of someone receiving a very big gift where I did not. It was palpable the self-pity I felt and I looked at it, looked at the self-importance and could feel something shift inside my bel…

Hi all, in my recapping I've been coming across some pretty raw emotions which has left me feeling a bit lonely. Perhaps it's something from my past that is still yet unresolved and continues to need the layers peeled off, but I also feel this healing path to be a bit lonely as well. I came across this article by the Buddhist nun Pema Chodron and felt it had a lot of merit from a "shamanistic" perspective. Here's a quick snipet and the full link below, "In the middle way, there is no reference point. The mind with no reference point does not resolve itself, does not fixate or grasp. How could we possibly have no reference point? To have no reference point would be t…

I come from complicated ancestry. Ive lurked this site for years now and its the most legit and relevant I can find. My sister and I were born into natural gift. I thought until about the age of 10 that every place we went was haunted (and, really, they are in a sense but I was having very direct experiences) when I finally realized I was the the "haunted" one. We had little to no training growing up but I have quite a lot of book learning and am planning to make this the year I truly begin to hone my gifts. Theres a place on this website where Niteshad refers to Makers or shamans as "The healer that is always in pain," or something probably worded more eloquently but to …

Greetings, I've run into something I've not encountered before which I would very much like to resolve. I've already countered hexes, curses and spells prior to this and consider myself an experienced shaman. I'm now working with someone and after first thinking it was some self-inflicted 'negativity', the more I explore her energies the more certain I am it is an ancestral issue. Definitely within family lines. This entity is quite persistent and will repeatedly try and lash out at me as well whenever I get too close. This varies from physical attacks (I.e. tripping me over or moving an object into me), emotional and spiritual attacks in various sha…

Hi I'm not sure if this is a good place to be or not but at the minute my head is all over the place and I just don't know what I'm doing. I guess the major thing that brought me here was my personal crisis which was 6 years long, I came out of it without a thyroid and a diagnosis of dissociative identity disorder. I have had a healing session with a shaman I found on the internet through a place called the sacred trust in the UK. She restored parts of my soul that I had lost, healed a trauma from a past life, took some spirit attachments off and restored my power animal. My knowledge of this is iffy so sorry if the terms don't make sense. I have a starter cou…

During meditation I feel a blockage of some sort between my solar plexus and heart chakras. If I get in to a deep meditative state I feel like I can't breath and like I may black out. My heart rate doesn't change though, and I don't feel deterred from trying again. I just want some theories on what this means or what is happening before I make another attempt. My guess is this is how I clear the blockage from my etheric body but unsure as I can't yet communicate with my spirit guides.

Hi, im new here on the forum. Does anybody know if Its undesirable to recapitulate under the influence of psykopharmaca. Antipsychotics medicine. Can you recapitulate previous lives? Can impotence be cured... In that case how? When Its a case of emotion or mentalitet, not physical. In advance thanks...

Hello. So... in my room I have a guest that tries to choke me...I lost the number of times now, maybe 7-10 times now. He tries to attack me 2 to 4 times at night but my awarness is really up-leveled so when he just think of doing smth I wake up but simetimes he is so stealthty that I wake up from that my Adam apple is moved. He don't want to speak, I once saw him and he looked like a really small boar but when he attacks me he is big like a human- I don't see him, I just feel him or I see verry blurry the energy that's makes his shape, I think that he may change shapes.Sometimes he just tries to-like smashing me with energy force or smth to weaker me, but I'm not so easy.…

I'd like a little more description of "hooks" in one's energy. Again I'm a little bit reminded of "soul loss." Thanks.

Do you regain your lost memories when you start healing by recapping? How is it working?

not sure if im in the right place but ill try anyway. since childhood i find myself being able to see threw people to sense their pain and emotion to see things that other cant feeling my way around everywhere and everything i find that i am able to heal not just from laying on hands but to pull their sickness,pain and suffering into myself i feel it but they no longer do. i see visions of thing to be and things that have all ready come to pass i just feel so lost in it all i want to know where do i go to learn how to use this properly are there more like me out there i feel like this has a purpose and i must pursue it but i dont know how its all so confusing i feel lost …

Hello! I consulted a shaman 3 years ago after experiencing terrible nightmares, feelings of invisible presence touching me, extreme fatigue and depression. She told me that my 10th and 4th dimensions were being attacked from "angry birdlike entities" and that portals were being corrupted. I have experienced extreme withdrawal and bad luck an estrangement from others including losing interest in life. The nightmares include being sexually attacked, mutilated, trapped and a sense of being conditioned. Little has worked and the bad luck and sense of dread seem to increase including a slow disconnection from myself. Could anyone help?